Ok so I'm taking ENG 102 this semester and usually I don't have any problems, ok very few problems, with English but for some reason this semester has been so difficult for me. I even noticed how sometimes I leave very upset or angry or just not happy, idk exactly the emotion. Anyways, I had a couple days in a row after going to english class that I left incredibly like angry, and I didn't know why. I didn't like the poetry our teacher was picking because some of the things discussed were sooooo not things I wanted to hear. But I have an institute class after english on mon and wed and the days I was so like blah, were the days I was stuck (I make it sound like a bad thing) playing the piano in the class. after playing I felt much better. I realized that the spirit seemed to leave me and the music was just bringing it back. so I started playing hymns and preparing spiritually as well as englishly (lol you know what I mean) before class. I also notice the things I could have prepared for but had procrastinated I got less help on then those things that were new material or that I had worked on for some time. It's interesting to me how the Spirit and our Heavenly Father work sometimes. It's kinda like my parents, I can';t expect them to do everything for me if I don't put forth any effort. You have to put forth effort too... it's the only way you learn and gain experience.
just some thoughts
A Friend Always,
Me
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